Jacob-Macabre

Hey all!

My sincerest appologies for not being online for like months... ive barely had any free time lately (when not playing new games )

Sadly, my grandfather passed away a few weeks back, died literally 12 hours after the last time i saw him... he was cremated the following monday and now sits upon my grandmother's fireplace. Safely in his Urn.
Cheerio, Grandad.

My work goes well, despite the fact that it could vanish any second and the fact it still gets in my way of enjoying the things ive bought and actaully drawing on the PC (i tried pen and paper, not pretty results)

But apart from those minor annoyances, things go well.

Please drop us a message here and tell me how you are all getting on.

Until Next Time!

Jacob.

Ok, this past week kinda proves that God, Allah, all of them, up there are bastards...
Little kids with an Ant-hill, and Earth is that fucking ant-hill...
I found out this week my grandfather has Stomach Cancer...
And the best part is....
Its Hereditary.
Fucking great.
But the weird thing is... multiple tests have shown Tumourous material floating around in my grandfathers chest cavity and stomach.... but they cant find the source... they say it has spread from his stomach up into his lungs but they cant find it....
Anyone heard of that one before?

And for those who know, keep this under your hat. My parents arent wanting to tell anyone but i just need someone to hear this... im really god damned shook up by this.

Anyway, with my new PC i hope to get drawing again, i know i say that every time but this time... well i mean it.

Until next time,

Jacob

Well things have gotten better.... then got worse... so it evens out.
Let me explain.
Although i have a job (more money, yay!) doing the same thing day in, day out and week in, week out has kinda prevented me from enjoying the things i buy (not good, damn it...)

And cause of this lack of stimuli for my brain and imagination im starting to kinda lose focus on my ideas.... this means i cant draw... cant write (well technically i can still do those things its just none of my own ideas...)

And cause of this fucking job (pardon the language)i have no time to do anything... like i have a choice between drawing, gaming OR watching a movie or two a night..... now that is probably fair but considering i used to do all that in a DAY its been a bit of a shock...
i miss the good ol' days of unemployment

But on the upside i got a new PC that kicks the crap outta my old one.
I dont have the spec at hand but be sure i will find out for the next journal... hopefully that won't be another month away

Until next time,
Jacob MacAbre

Oh My God! I Got A Fucking Job!

For real this time! Like a 9-5 job! 7 pounds an hour (or roughly 14 dollars for you folk across the pond!)

HOLY CRAP! I get like 200 a week! WTF!?!!?
New PC here i come!

As for my art, i will be submitting something really soon! Hopefully

Until Next Time,
Jacob MacAbre.

Well 2009 is finally upon us and thank god!
lol
Hopefully this new year shall bring good fortune to all... even ex-Woolworths employees... 0_o... sorry to hear about that guys if any of you guys read this.

As for me, well the crappy Gamestation job finished just before Christmas (actually i just never went back, lol)
I got many great things for Christmas, i wont bore you with the details, lol. Chief among them a guide to CS3 and a few other drawing aids... so expect some new stuff fairly soon (like in the next week or so).

This journals just to make sure everyone knows i am still alive cause there was a good month or so of just nothing, except faving

lol

Until next time,
Jacob!